Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Communications.. BREAKDOWN!!

The communication model consists of... the encoder, the decoder, the communicator.........

I'm going gaga! bleahz... IPRA sucks... Studied for the entire evening and manage to get a few words into my head... thats all.. I think I'm going to do pretty badly.. worse then HIM as usual I'm sure...

Today Sarah is in the wierd wierd mood... WIERD... first she is scolding all the vulgarities (isnt that normal).. BUT she is also acting smitten.. she is clearly smiling and laughing and suddenly she can just blurt out a vulgarity...
hahaz.. she better learn to control her tongue or she'll never get a guy... well.. she's contented with being a dominatrix i guess..

Recently the gals have been kinda making fun of her... Keep poking and prodding her with all "you're not my galfren anymore" and "you got him liaw dont want us rite".... kind of words... I dunno if she feels hurt.. but sometimes I feel hurt for her....
I would really cry if my frenz suddenly treated me like dat suddenly...
and... its not 1, but quite alot also...
I know they're playing.. but... I dunno if she can stand it or not...

Sometimes I wanna hug her... but I guess she'll freak out... but sometimes she's so silent I keep thinking that she's hurt or something...

Until now, its still a fact that I would never react differently, nor be more or less attracted to a ger who is super chio... Sometimes my guy frenz will come across a gal that is super good looking, and will start glancing over and talking about her... but usually, I wont even flinch or lift an eye brown, even if a gal as chio as.... maybe Selina or Hebe....

Since I knew gals, I've always looked beyong what lies on the surface and into their person as a whole...
I cant be attracted physically by gals... no.. its impossible... they all look the same to me....

The only thing that matters is their heart....

Because, as a metro, I know for sure, that beauty is in the eye of the beholder...



Every night, I lay awake and think
How nice it would be if you were by my side...
I'd sometimes scold myself...
but still, I cant help smiling....
Coz I know, that you would want me by your side too.....

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